kill me.somber eyes, weak arms
reaching out for hugs, but they recoil.
want to hold the crying child, but screams deepen.
flesh turns black under finger tips,
and all else to ash.
running about the greenest forest,
looking for a Friend.
somber eyes, weak arms
reach out to injured animals
that scream, flee.
Climbing trees and turning them black in Pain.
Welcoming the village mob,
water replacing pitchforks.
somber eyes close, weak arms lower
silently praying to never be reborn.
JealousWho are you?
I know who you are.
You sit next to me in class,
You were my lab partner one.
I like you a lot, I think.
But what is this feeling in my chest?
That burning in my esophagus,
Like I'm going to vomit,
When you're at a different table with Her,
Being lab partners and laughing.
The aching in my heart when you smile at her,
Working together and not even caring that my
Mind can't focus on anything but your face.
I catch myself staring when you take notes,
And talk across the table to the others.
And when you laugh, your curls bounce,
Up and down, up and down.
That mischievous glint in your eye during class,
It's so irresistible, that sometimes I find your face
In my dreams.
I want to sit with you every week,
And I find myself wondering if I look okay,
Wearing nail polish just for you,
In hopes you'll notice it, even if for a second.
Forgetting to take notes on the lecture,
Because I'm watching you form the corner of my eye.
But I feel my fists clench under the table when you